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[May. 18th, 2004|12:45 pm] |
oh my god.
am i back? |
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[Apr. 1st, 2004|07:09 pm] |
i had that interview at womens workout world today. i dont think it went too well. first off, i looked (literally) like a bum. i was wearing a sweatshirt (inside out because it had a skull and cross bones on it..i didnt want them to think i was some sort of pirate or something) ripped knees in my jeans with pen scribbled all over them. also, my hair looked like shit. the only thing good was my makeup. because i just rock like that. actually i dont. i dont think i'll pass cosmetology school either. word.
i finally heard below radar and looked at photographs. im so jealous of their bassist. i wish i could be that hot. i bet jaime makes out with her all of the time.
friday=pretty girl makes grave.
saturday=saves the day/grandaddy.
i want to get away. |
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| shit shit shit. |
[Mar. 30th, 2004|05:10 pm] |
im staring at my wrists. the worst part is...im still bleeding.
it reminds me that im still alive.
i think anywhere would be better than here.
cocaine is one hell of a drug. |
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[Mar. 20th, 2004|02:50 pm] |
my mom is sending me to california for the spring break. it was a spontaneous decision, i guess. i found out friday afterschool. im pretty excited because im making a bunch of friends on AIM right now. hopefully we'll party.
maybe i'll even see my band nerd friends over there. xx |
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[Mar. 15th, 2004|09:56 pm] |
everything is driving me crazy.
im not happy anymore and idont know why .
family is shit.
boys are shit.
friends are the only thing i have. and half of them arent real.
and that. is. shit.
i love you. i loveyou i love you i lvoeyo uyou loveyoulove you love you i love you.
fucking love you.
im sorry i didnt tell you. im sorry i cant tell you anything. im so scared.
this is real. and
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i am not.
fix me. |
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[Feb. 11th, 2004|02:55 pm] |
well, it seems everyone is against everyone once again.
there are a few of us still together. and im glad for that. |
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| fuck this. |
[Jan. 29th, 2004|02:30 pm] |
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i hate live journal. |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2003|07:34 pm] |
this is amazing.
no boy could bring this much happiness.
no girl for that.
i have acheived this all by myself. |
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